Just to make it clear from the outset here, this isn't the post I wanted to write today. It wasn't part of the plan. This isn't a topic I have any interest in poking at publicly and this certainly isn't the territory I want to stray into on this blog. Nope. But with Typhoon Haiyan and the attendant devastation to our world neighbors, all the old quandaries have come screaming back. Suffering. Spiritual conundrums. Searching. Try as I may to pull the flow in other…